I don’t know why, but I just want to say that I miss you. I miss your company, your smell, your touch, your smile. I miss being able to talk to you about my problems and other random stuff. But I know that things will never go back to the way they were. And that’s my fault. I can never say sorry enough to make things better.
Fuck…..
Its been a week and Im back in Portland. I had an amazing birthday celebration with my friends, but I broke my phone in the process. But its the price we pay to have an amazing birthday.
Besides breaking my phone, I got sick. It kinda reminds me of when I got sick right before Fall Break last year. Good thing I’m not flying this time because it was so painful. The amount of pressure that was on my face sucked sooooooo much.
Right now I’m watching the Sound of Music, my go to sick movie.
Just a day in the life.
I’m home. I didn’t know when I would be back here but I am now. It makes me happy. Earlier this year I did not enjoy it here as much as I should. After all of the stress that I’ve been through a lot the past few weeks I needed to come home. I needed to be with family and no one else. My stress levels have been high for the past month, really since spring break. I’ve been on a wild roller coaster of emotions and stress since then. I needed to go back to the place where I knew I could kinda get away from it all.
Right now I’m at the point where I don’t know if I want to stay in Portland for the summer. I kinda don’t want to right now.
Just a day in the life.
Second day of finals.
Instead of working on the paper that I need to do tonight, I am here writing to you. I also went hot tubbing instead of starting my paper. Priorities.
Today I learned that someone who I thought I would trust is spreading lies about me and him. I dont know how to feel about this. I cant even fathom this right now. He has always made me feel a little bit uncomfortable, but now its too much. He took situations that happened and turned them into something that is made up and wrong. It disgusts me to learn about this. Well you know what Dylan, fuck you. I will never trust you again. I never gave a fuck about your love life and all of your problems. Most of the time, I think you tell people things just to get their attention.
Just a day in the life.
The first day of finals. Its is the beginning of the most tortuous week of the school year. For me, this finals week is the easiest it has been in my college career. At the start of today, 1 test and 2 papers stood in my way of summer. Now its just 2 papers, but its more like 1.5 papers. One of these papers is a 1 page reflection on what I learned in that class this year and how I can apply it to my future career. The other one is more like what a paper should be, I guess. My procrastination is setting in the longer I am typing this post. I just need to finish this and then I’m done. I just need a break from school and life.
Just a day in the life.
Today was one of the first really nice days that we have had all year. You know that good weather is in Portland when:
I love days like today but they always happen during dead week. For the past 2 years I have been in Portland, the week before finals week is always super nice. Your motivation to study goes down to a zero. But the thing is you have to study. You cant just lie around in the sunshine and “study.” When you say that you are going to “study” outside, you are just lying to yourself and you are going to pay for it in the end. If you manage to get something done, it usually takes twice as long as it would if you did it inside.
When it is sunny in Portland, you feel like you need to soak up every little drop you can get because you wont be able to enjoy it for much longer, unless you are staying over the summer then its different, I guess. Then you are just procrastinating, which I am guilty of.
Well I guess I should write the last section for my xcultural paper.
Just a day in the life.
Dead Week. or as like my school likes to call it “Reading Week.” What the fuck does that even mean?!? By the end of this week I will be dead. No question about it. This is the highest amount of papers that I need to write at the end of the semester in my college career. At least I wont have to take any tests. I hope.
Just another day in the life.
Today has been really chill for the most part. Right now Im just supper sleepy, but at the same time Im also kinda jittery because I just downed two sodas to practice for beer olympics in public. It was most definitely not pleasant what so ever. I kinda feel like shit but the best part is that I get to do it for real tonight!!! Not looking forward to that at all.
Just another day in the life.
April 14,2013
Timbers game with my bros. We had such a good time last night. Lots of bonding which is always good. And the best part of the night was when the Timbers won!!! When I root I root for the Timbers!!
Just another day in the life.
I saw boys like girls tonight!!! It was like jr high/beginning of high school. I had a lot of fun. I also had my first dominos since the beginning of lent which was delicious :)
Just another day in the life.
